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I'm a dreamer. I have to dream and reach for the stars, and if I miss a star then I grab a handful of clouds.My thoughts tend to sound better in books I didn’t write, and in the songs I didn’t sing. Even then, sometimes there is no piece of literature, no song, no work of art that can really explain the way you feel. There is a double-edge comfort in knowing that no one really knows..
shasha (just call me by that term)
18th since 07 APRIL 1995.
Ex-georgian


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nampak macam tutorial untuk ajar pakai tudung kan??no..thats what really mean is..before you all see me perfect with hijab..theres the way i make it to look fine..

related to this post if you really understand what i'm talking about

Haii...ahh diam! Jangan tanya kenapa aku menulis balik..emm...guys! imma the one..this is ma self..i admit that i’m not perfect enough..lupa pulak..bukan niat nak lupa kat blog ni..tapi seriously i sooooo busy..busy lah sangat...nooooo...early of every  week serious thats the day of fully tired..!English aku broken gilaaaa..ah biar ah...bukan nak bajet mat salleh tapiii bila aku type dalam malay..sumpah nampak macam jiwang and klise gila...sooo admit jela apa yang aku tulis tu..walaupun broken..bhahaaha..emm
Aku dah lama nak post tentang ni but takda masa gila nak type...sooooo today macam a bit free..no homework..no PBL and i just need to study..soooooo i spend ma self here for a moment then i pergi study..dont worry..bhaahahha.. You know what..im a little girl that full of nothing..no one will complete me to make it perfect....a few weeks beforeni  baru sedar yg suara aku kasar kot..yess i know before ni..memang ah aku tahu suara aku besar..tak macam perempuan lain..manja gilaaa..kasar..yess i admit that..and bila kadang kadang tah mana keluar suara perempuan tulen aku..time tu mesti ada yg tegur.. ‘’eh suara lain lahh,tak macam slalu,ni lagi comel,lagi sweet,blablabla’’ itu lah ibaratnya..so bukan nak touching..but seee aku macam hape je..aku just nak cakap aku bukan macam perempuan lain..untunglaaaa bagi mereka yang suara macam perempuan tu..and sometimes i wish i could hear ma voice when i on the phone with someone that i lovee...what he think bout me and ma voice..that the things yang nampak sangat unperfect to me..hell down oh..

Secondly...takda siapa pun tahan dengan temper aku..i prove it! NOBODY!.but lately aku perasan..bila aku marah..aku banyak diam.,..tak ah memerli macam dulu..but kadang kadang kena perli jugak lah..but serious..bila tengok balik...hot temper...bila aku marah..hancur semua benda...i still remember masa aku marah aida..then a month jugak lah aku tak okay..and lastly nasib aku fikir baik buruk balik.then masa tu aida pun serious menyesal dengan salah dia..and temper again..kadang kadang when i on call will ma mom then suddenly cepat gila aku melenting..pastu mak mesti cakap lembut lembut then aku cepat cepat sedar sebab kelembutan suara mak tu then that moment terus rasa sedih..nak nangis oh..yelah dahla jauh dengan mak.,..i mean not around her pastu melenting then what her feel.??.but mak sangat memahami aku..bila aku marah marah and terkasar..on the spot bila minta maaf,mak cakap ‘’takpaaaa,mak tahu anak mak’’ i dont know  either mak terasa ke tak..tapi bila mak cakap camtu i feel lega gila rasa bersalah tu..so only my mom..the only ONE yang tahu aku..tapi lately sebab temper and tak sabar jugak ma relay broken..he dont know me..then takda siapa yg tahan dengan sikap aku..i know aku pun teruk jugak! Menyesal??memang lah! But i learned to control ma self and all bout my temper..even its too late to me to prove i want to change and because of him...but i make it true..because of him..one day i will be the one who the best for ma self..

After that! Bhahaha dah kenapa ada paragraph pastu macam buat assey ni..guna penanda wacana bagai..hahahha..emmmmmmmm.i’m the one yang agak huru hara..sumpah! cepat gila gelabah..but kadang kadang pandai pula aku control...but a little bit moment memang hancuss ah..and  nak cakap tentang sabar!.kejap..baru baru ni bout what i want to study..i know dalam dunia ni kerja apa apa pun kene sabar..if she a doctor..she need SABAR when she face her patient..and if she a teacher..she need SABAR to teach all the kind of people..and if she is ENGINEER..sha need SABAR when all the things she want to makes at a perfect and best of brands ever..as a responsibility of her to stay SABAR.but aku awal awal dah fail..masa buat filing tu..i know know either sebab mood aku tak baik 2,3 hari ni or sebab apa tapi dalam budaya kerja tu..aku sedar fail dah aku..bila aku cerita kat mak..and mak remind me about SABAR..even i realise it before but bila mak repeat bout it makes me feel..YEAAH! THAT SO TRUE..kenapa orang lain boleh control sabar..tapi aku cam hape je...that the really unperfect ways to show how i feel that moment..

Banyak lagi benda yang tak perfect..yg makin lama makin ketara dalam diri aku..so daripada aku menyusahkan orang lain..better i stay alone here..takde siapa yang akan tahan dengan sikap aku..errr okaylah..i dah lapar youuuu...macam apa je aku merepek..okay..errr bang! Kasi nasi bujang dengan air carrot susu satu!hahah oh yaaa..nanti i cerita pasal nasi bujang pula ya...kkk byeee..nak makan!

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